Mist Ahead

Felt like lost track recently...my passion!

The sparks ignites the fire in my heart no longer there
somehow feel like im lost in track...

sometimes i wondering, how come i did well last time but not now
somemore things in college doesn't seem harder than high school
but i missed my friends in high school
especially the gang that i always be together

remembered last time in high school
there always someone to compete with(positive competitions lead to achievement and success)
i felt happy with that seriously - competitions
competitions may not be a bad thing as it could be a driving force for a person in achieving something better
maybe thats what i cant find it in my college

stress may applied to everyone who were be in my class last time
but it never applied to me
never

maybe im the person who deal stress as a postive driving energy due to high healthy competitions around
but somehow i just like it, i like the way it is
competitions make us grow mature, be more understanding, lead to improvement, bring us achievement and finally success at the end of the day

without it,
the sparks just not there, just not there


Brian <3